will God be upset if im depressed?
Lately ive been getting really depressed. I slept in my bed for a whole day. Im 18 and Im such a bum. Im a loser and I have nothing going for me. I live in under my moms roof and I lost my job. I didn't pay attention in high school... I failed at life period. I have no car. My dads always belittling me on how hard he had it and how easy i got it and it makes me feel like scrap metal. I have no energy to even get off my feet because im so depressed. I have 1 real friend and thats about all. My life sucks. I prayed to God and asked him if he can guide me and here I am still. Maybe this is my destiny in life to die alone in my parents house? Im thinking of just ending my life with a knife. I dont want to go to hell but this is a living hell!! im boxed in and I cant escape and live in the middle of nowhere!
I don't even know what love is. When my mom says she loves me and I say it back I dont really mean it. Its just a word with no emotion to it.
2Ti 1:7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
He has compassion for you and your condition. Depression springs from a broken heart. Dr. Jesus is an heart specialist so let him fix it for you. He fixed mine for me!
Luk 4:18 The Spirit of the Lord [is] upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised,
Luk 4:19 To preach the acceptable year of the Lord.
The Doctor will see you now!
